Feeling.......

Not sure what I'm feeling. It comes and goes but most is all good. I'm rediscovering myself. I'm discovering it's ok to have fun. I'm feeling excited about life again. Not sure if I will ever find love again but I'm ok with that. Feeling like writing again. And that excites me. Stories keep popping up in my head. I haven't felt creative in such a long time. Now if I can only find the time. 32 months today. I went and visited him today. Sat for awhile. It was nice. I asked him yesterday morning to give me something just to let me know he was still around. After getting home from work in the evening I started walking down my driveway and happened to look down and there in the dirt was a big old dirty quarter. Usually it's a penny. I guess he wanted to make sure I know without a doubt he is still here.