I have several projects I had been putting off and was waiting until Ted had got called back to work. Mostly so we would have money for them but also so I could complete them while the house was empty. I guess I can start my projects as he won't be going back to work.
After such a good day yesterday it all came crumbling down with a phone call. From someone in my family who made some comments that brought me to tears. So I had about a half hour of feeling that pain & crying until I had to compose myself & get Michael to get out of the tub so he could get ready for bed. We widows have a name for people like that. They are called DGI's. Don't Get It's. But I forced myself to play three games with Michael & it was so good to see him really laughing out loud. We enjoyed ourselves so much.
I wanted to get more done today but didn't. I did manage to make a cake for some dear friends of Ted & I's & went to visit them. I stayed two hours and had a very nice time. We cried a lot but it was good to remember Ted with someone else. Just like the other day when the preacher was here out of the blue he asked me how I met Ted. It felt so wonderful to share that. I like to talk about him. It makes me feel better. I miss him so very much.
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