Do I care about your happiness?

I know it sounds awful & I actually feel bad but I really don't care to hear about your good fortune. Whether it's a winnings from a casino, an unexpected trip from your husband or a new fricking love in your life! Why do people think I want to hear about it? My husband is DEAD! I deal with crap every day regarding his death. Today I had to spend time on the phone with paypal to get his account closed & his funds in his account sent to me. It is just one more reminder that he is gone. I do not have good fortunes right now. I do not want to hear about yours. Sorry if this makes me rude & insensitive. But I think I have a right to feel this way. I miss him so much.