Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Evaporated
His glass still sits on his nightstand after 6 weeks and 4 days. Except it was half full when he died and the water has evaporated. It's gone. Like him. It hit me this morning as I sat & waited for my little boy to get ready for school, Ted is never going to walk through the door ever again. I will never see him walk across the yard. Never see him build a fire out back. Never sit and watch a movie with him. never rub his feet. Never hug him. I know I will see him again but it hurts so bad to know I don't know when that will be. I wanted him so bad and finally after 7 years I got him. Now to only have had him for 12 years & 9 months & 27 days it just doesn't seem fair. I just still want him home. I miss you so much.
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Oh god, I know exactly what you mean. The cd in the alarm/player on our nightstand. It is gathering dust. I had to go get another alarm clock. We used the cd player as our alarm and every morning woke to the sound of Enya. I couldn't bear to hear it. It meant that when I rolled over and felt nothing that he truly was gone.
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