Friday Night Trans

So my main vehicle's trans starts acting up, took it in, had to have it rebuilt, cost much more than I can afford but there was no choice. So I picked it up today and as the guy is explaining what they did to it all I could think of was my wonderful husband and if he were here I would not be standing there. He would have done it himself. Of course I started crying & then told the trans shop guy about my husband, his mechanical abilities & that he passed away 13 months ago. To which he replied "Oh I am so sorry. Your pain is still raw" I was surprised. He was actually the 2nd person this week that had that same mentality. The other comment was that it was still fresh. It's nice to know not everyone thinks you get a year to grieve & then you should "be over it". I miss him. Everything about him was perfect. I wish I would have told him more often.