Smiles

Tomorrow will be my first official day in my new office. My dancing flower & I are ready. I am so excited. Tired but excited. I just want to build up a new client base and start helping people. Had an older man tell me today "Don't stop smiling. You are making people feel better when you smile" and he is right. The best thing you can do when you feel down is to smile. Most of the time you will get a smile in return. I am still being run ragged. So much that my legs ache & I just want to sleep. But I keep going. In 5 years all the aggravation and aches will be worth it. God is good even in the trials. I can do nothing without Him. And I will try my best to keep smiling.

Prayers

Her little hands were folded. Her eyes squeezed shut. She said " God, please help my Gammy get her job back ". The things the children pick up on. Just trying to stay focused. Not panic. Not let the anxiety creep in. I will be OK. I am a survivor. Have a very long drive tomorrow. I am not looking forward to the rapid depletion of my money into the gas tank but I am going to try and enjoy the day with my son and grand daughter. The colors have changed back to dull over the last week, after being bright for the first time in years. But I am hoping I will see a glimpse of brightness. Hoping and praying.